What can I give you in return

 

There is nothing I found to give you that matches what you gave to me.
Its you, shown the love in every aspects of my life.
When I get success, Your pure smile and wish tells the real meaning of success.
In my pain, Your tears shows how hard to feel it.
If I am wrong, Your words teaches the knowledge of destination.
In my failure, It's you made me to get  the things back.


I cant share everything with my mom,
but i can surly tell that to you.
somebody will share my life,
but no body can erase your mark in it.


I don't always live up to your expectations.
I know there were times when you wished I've listened to you but I chose to do it my way.
Yet through it all,
you've always been there for me and
I couldn't thank you enough. I'm a better person today
because of the many things you've done for me .
I love you so much and I'll always be grateful to have someone like you my dear friend.
There is nothing I found to give you that matches what you gave to me.

Happy Birthday......
I hope you enjoy your life with all kinds of pleasures....
Its because of you,
My life is enjoyable. 

One Last Time...

I don't need a life time I just need a last time of everything I felt..

One last moment in your arms to make me feel that you'll take care...

One glance of your smile, which made my heart jump....

One last long drive, to make me feel that we left the world behind...

One last treat and one last toast, to celebrate the strength of our love...

One last frown on your face which shows that you are angry coz you care...

One last song you hum to me which makes me feel like the luckiest boy in the world...

One last goodbye which creates an excitement that we are gonna meet again...

One last reason to live in this world to keep me alive without you....

 

 

 

 

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That's It

"That's it. The sun in the evening and The moon at the dawn. The Still voice" 

- John Hawkens , Second Skin(1964)

 

          At the begining there was silence. Silence was in me..... Silence was me and it was around me.

2 years ago:
               Yeah. Its around two years ago my silence was broken. It was not a war that caused me to shout but it was a message tone from a girl that made me to hum. From that minute my heart started doing things which it never had before , feeling the love which it never felt .Everything was music, continuous music. It was a new world. Everybody and everything were singing for me. Exactly the next day I saw her. Her smile is  melody , walk is a dance , her each word playing piyano . Hmm my heart also started singing to that rhythm . My silence was gone.Everything was beautiful at that time . 

2 months ago:
             It was a same message tone from the same person brought some another kind of sounds. The "sound" when a sea hitting a rock at the shore. Sound by a fallen in the battle. It was the sound of crying soul. I was listening nothing other than the resonance of my sorrow. My singing heart got crushed under the foot of that dancing girl.
    
Now :
            Silence again . The Silence caused by violence . The Silence after disaster . The Silence of a dead land after war.
            Yes,
            "That's it. The sun in the evening and The moon at the dawn. The Still voice"

Hunting Memories

Willing to go away ,
From your memories, and you

Killing me everyday,
Loneliness and pain.

Thrilling yesterday,
dimmed and gone.

yelling my eye,
dried and faded.

Feeling my love,
ever and forever.

- Nikhil Sharma

LIVING, NOT LEAVING THE LONELINESS

“AND STILL TODAY the heady fragrance

Of sandalwood reminds me of

Her curving body, slender in the waist.

No one but she, a river crystal-clear,

Can quench the devastating flame of love in me.

She was and is the radiant treasure of my heart.”

                                                    -The Secret Delights of Love, Pundit Bilhana.

Trade-offs

   

        Since my childhood I have taken many decisions. AT the age of 6 I might have thought "Which one should I buy with my 1rs either chocolate or a slate chalk?". As I was growing I have encountered more and more situations I have to take decisions.I didn't know that the decisions I made everyday were the reasons for my today's position.Fortunately I hope I was taken good decisions in the most of the cases. To join in the residential school,commitment to the gate exam were the most successful decisions I have made. Taking Telugu medium in Intermediate education and ignoring eamcet were most poor decisions.I can tell that most of the decisions I have made in the past were gave results based on the luck only. They were not taken by understanding the problems and analysing the results. Unknowingly I had them and got the results.

    But In every decisions there were at least two major aspects closer two each other . We do not know which one to choose I faced many situations like that , currently facing , In future also I will surely face. A decision depends on what you ask when a problem occurred but unfortunately in most of the cases there is no absolute answer.In the process of gaining something we have to loose the other.A trade-off (or trade-off) is a situation that involves losing one quality or aspect of something in return for gaining another quality or aspect.Sometimes we need to take decisions were quickly and accurately. Structured approach i.e tabulating all the pros and cons of all alternatives may give good results. We must not forget our goal in taking that decision.Weather the decisions is right or wrong we must ready to face the consequences of it.

Remembering a great poem

Robert Frost (1874–1963).  Mountain Interval.  1920.

1. The Road Not Taken

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;	5
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,	10
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.	15
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.	20

I Have Right to Remain Silent

Oft the stilly night,
Ere slumber chain has bound me,
Sad Memory brings the Light,
Of Other days around me.
The joy, the tears of boyhood years,
The words of love then spoken,
The eyes that shone,
Now dimmed and gone
The cheerful hearts now broken;
I seem like one; who treads alone
In some banquet hall deserted;
Whose light are fled; whose garlands dead
And all but he departed.


-“The Light of Other Days”-Thomas Hardy